ello..
after all the holidays, i am fatter and rounder..
LOl..anyway i went for my training yesterday and was
damme blurred by my actions..
but i at least i learnt my first knot which is the most important knots for all climbers...
but thanks to all the senior, i finally learnt the starting whereby
Miss Jess Ong only taught me the middle and the
ending part of the whole knots during camp..
and luckily i still remembers it..
anyway..
there will be a welcoming lunch for Jane and Li Hui for ALPS
and some other stuff on next Tuesday..
but i don't really feel like going for that as it is going to
crash onto my time for me to do presentations..
and not really so, i will have to meet up with Jane again..
and wonder WTH will happen after the air port meeting..
as Jane seems very and too 热情 and i cannot really take it..
but then ALPS leaves no men behind...so loL...have to go..

Today's journey home was super late and i reached home late too
and fell asleep on the sofa and on the floor of my room till 7+pm..
cannot believe it la..but had a nice sleep and is with dreams finally...
but then i enjoyed the conversation with tasha..
as we had quite a "debating session" on IGs..
as i think that currently as a year 1, we are able to slack through,
hence has more time for us to go for IGs..
but till year 2, time will start to crash..
so it will be hard for people like us to go for their IGs..
and just nice it just hits both of us..as
tasha has canoe, SHL Club and synergy.
me has ALPS, SHL Club and synergy..
but it is starting to crash everywhere for me..
as from the starting of the school term, ALPS and SHL club
has been crashing on Thursdays..
and most of the time makes me absent for ALPS's stairs training..
so obviously, my stamina will fall by a bit and
eventually loose out to the other new climbers..
so it will be hard for me to catch up with them..
so eventually i will have to give up on one in order to stay 'normal'...
but i do have a passion in ALPS..
and i like to stay in SHL Club too..
and i questioned tasha on that..
"what makes you want to stay in canoe?"
and she has no direct answers..
but she admitted that she has loose some minor interest in canoe already..
as there were exciting mind thinking in her at first..
but the excites doesn't seem to be in her now and she dislikes jogging..
so what is the point of staying there men...
it will be a waste of time seriously...
but everyone has passion..
but you need to find or sort it out yourself and
only you yourself will tell you the answer for that..
just like what uncle Lim has said yesterday on the bus after training..
you must have interest in that IG in order to commit in it..
and the favourite line my seniors like Jess Ong and Uncle Lim likes to say
"it is the matter of how you mange your time.."
but i think nothing matters most when you know
you can do it but am rejected for not able to complete it..
anyway..this conversation shall continue to go on tomorrow..
and we shall see the 'result' and 'conclusions' that we will make out..
but i think this conversation can be a never ending one..
as this is a never ending talking about life we will have to face
no matter what will happen...
ya..thanks Nana for sending me twilight for reading..
i like it very much...

A questions which i am think about now by Jess Ong
[who refuses to give me her explanations..]:
What does failure and strong gives you?