I actually should be super happy now..
but something really pissed me off..
really make me want to shout WTH out loud to the world lor..

DO I LOOK LIKE A DICTIONARY??
SOME-MORE A EVERYTHING & ANYTHING ALSO KNOW KIND??
so angry la.. cannot take it lor..
so many questions ask me really are those that you can decide one..
and i have already said so much time on how and the alternatives to do it already..
still need me to repeat again...
WTH LA... FTW LA..
make me angry only lor..
some-more my event things i had already told you like millions of time already la.
then still don't get it..
some-more CANNOT REMEMBER !!!
HOW MANY TIMES YOU NEED ME TO SAY LA..
i already like repeat till i want die already leah..
why still got questions..
some-more meeting that time i got say liao lor..
you still didn't get it..
WA.. REALLY IS WIN LIAO LA..
don't get the reason for you asking men..
piss me off only la..
some-more i told you i got things to do liao..
still ask so much questions...
you think i god is it..
WTH LA...
ALL MY GOOD MOOD GONE..
THANK(S) TO YOU MEN..
HATS OFF YOU LIAO LA..

hiaz!!!!~~~~ life men..
take it or leave it..
but my life still goes on from now..
MEITING JIA YOU..
YOUR PAIL OF ENDURANCE IS STILL NOT EVEN FILLED YET..
GAMBATEAH... !!!!!
(*some of the things typed here are something that my mind's chatting with each other or each side*)

Today i should be happy one..
cause finally meeting no need do minutes..
now?? what is this lor..

today cause got old friend come my class for lunch..
and is in-front of my class lor..
so happy la.. hyper also lor..
chat a lot la..
then happy mood gone cause of this stupid incident..
haiz~~ there goes my happy mood
*sobsob*

i want to cry but i can't....
really..it is really hard..
crying in the past is a easy task for me..
but not now..
seems like all my tears are all being tied up with and on myself..
and seems like crying out loud is also something i want to do now..
any shoulders to lend now??
any helpers? any people who can make me cry like now???
really felt my shrink lor..
and it really hurts.. i need help..
i need some guidance..
i need some rest..
i need..
i need..
i need a lot of things...
i really need them..
i am really tired to keeping them to myself..
i am tired of "hanging" or "holding" myself there
and let people do what-ever they wish to..
tired..
really tired...
but it doesn't matter to me now..
really..
it seems like everything changed in a split seconds..
but its not..
its just something real and ongoing..
and had happened since long time ago...
something i wish to say but no where to...
although people had mentioned to me before, but still a silence from me..
but till now i can't take it..
not to say cannot store anymore..BUT
as in literally and purposely, i just don't want to swallow this incident in..

to that person, i really don't know what to say about you..
if you happen to read this post.. Happy New Year..
and hope you can try to make me more pissed off and kill you la..
good try this time.. try harder next time and you shall see all this in-front of your face..

Anyway.. people whom maybe now a bit shocked arh..
i am letting off my anger and all my frustrations on my blog(this post)..
no offense.. but actually got more...
and hopes no one get hurts here..
and no one reminds me of this thing..
and no one will talk to me about this post...
thank you..