Hello..
came back a few days from SL Camp already..
no mood to do blogging at all after the long chat..
cause still a bit dont dare to think about taking up roles..
a bit of a too high for me to reach currently.
and also a bit unable for me..
[sort of like gao pan bu qi]
but then also there is another voice in my mind..
haiz~ a bit irritated by it..
so gonna not think of anything till the someday before the meeting..
which i think would be a bit too late for so..
but then i think my mind is now not very clear of what i really want..
so i rather i think very clearly on what i really want to achieve and also what i really want in this paragraph/ chapter of my life now then decide than regretting in the later part.
but also another part would be on something rather personal which have been in my mind for long..
but after the long chat, i am thinking of getting all my energy to confirm it..
but that would need to be done when i get to find "it".
and i think this "it" is also blur enough to think about it too..
so a big ? in my head now even though i got the courage to ask..
but i do not know is it what i really want, is it goona be another failure and a building up of the phoebia that has already been with me for at least 3 years or is it gonna be a success, etc..
HMM..~~
by the way i think i have changed..
not sure if it is better or not.
but i did..
yup.. thats the truth..

Oya... UT3 result out liao..
but also not very good la..
but at least can can la..
but this time you name the alpha i got the alpha..
haiz~~ but at least the 1st alpha came from some module that is shocking..
B216~~~ HOHOOO~~~ FUNNY..
dont think is in the high alpha rang.. but yup.. still got it..
but then disappointing result in B101.. NVM.. i did my best la..
waiting for G102 then can see final GPA.
which i think very bad la..
but i promised to get a better one ahead..

Chaoz~~
5A1 Class BBQ is so fun~~
thank you people for entertaining me throughout..