Today I think I am in a bit of a mess..
Not really wanting to speak..
Not really wanting to do anything..
Lucas called just now..
Woke me a bit..
But I am back to what I am just now..
Hope this won't go on..
I think I am just tired.. AGAIN..
This time I totally got no clue why is it that way..
But I think its time to let go a bit of some thinkings I have in my mind..
I think its going to overflow soon..
Think others then is what I tell myself..
But what else is there to think of??
just now listened to some songs..
I think this actually links to me...

title: 你是我心中一句惊叹

爱 原来是这么个模样
近在眼前却不一定能够一眼看穿
过往四处探访却总是徒劳而返
只一秒你就轻易的攻入我心上
该怎么形容我此刻的感想
如果你了解我过往的渴望
当过尽了千帆你还在身旁
彷佛是一道曙光
你怎么知道我还等待情感
当所有人以为我喜欢孤单
是你敲我的门再把我点亮
你是我心中一句惊叹
我 原来比希望更希望
在生命中有个同伴把心事都交换
际遇一面海洋 孤单总随着我飘荡
是不是你就是我的唯一的希望

Does it?? Doesn't it??
IDK..
But I think I am getting sick and tired of life..
Its too different from what I think it is..
I think its time for my imagination to stop..
maybe using the trip starting tomorrow to think about things around me..
happened to me..
or even things that are going to happened..
maybe even plan a future??
Maybe.. Maybe..

Going off to Normad from tomorrow onwards..
Hope a new me comes back..
pray for me. =]