Long time didn't blog. I think..
seems to miss the feeling of typing whatever I feel on this page..
Today seems like a fast day..
because i have got my room cleared...
It like spring clearing..
but its far more worse that what i did for spring cleaning every year..
this time i changes the whole setting..
Now, i have more space to put my stuff...
esp if i need to have both paper/book and lappy on my brain at the same time..
i have it..
wahaha.. spending time to plan this change seriously worked..
haha... hope this setting and cleanliness don't change..
and also the neatness...
but i had fun..
packing away things into different cardboard.
playing with the wirings..
moving the wirings back and forth..
first time i did something so big at home..
its like a big project in my room..
seriously fun....
now i have a better mood as compared to a few days ago..
now i can find peace on my table with sis's area..
hope she don't mind my change..
as her lappy is seriously 15cm and above away from me..
whereby previously, i am around 5cm or less near her lappy..
new changes did scared her and the whole family..
as i did not tell them that i am changing my setting..
but i did rmb to tell sis..
but she's still shocked that i really did it..
tiring...
swam from mon to wed..
thurs went climb asia..
today packing of room..
SHAGGED ARH..
i seriously need more training..
although not fully BM..
but i want to train my muscles too...
i have weak muscles..
i can't do climbing for long..
nevertheless swimming for long distance..
I NEED TO TRAIN..
so going to plan out something for myself..
MAKE ME A STRONG PERSON AGAIN..
today when i was packing my room, i saw this msg from my friend..
her name is Carine..
she is a fair, very fair girl.
(although we were almost same colour last time, but not now)
she wrote me a msg long ago.
i don't know for what occasion..
but she say that i am a strong girl..
won't let anything or anyone break me down..
nothing will make me not be strong..
and she asked me to stay strong..
i don't know if this still valid..
i don't think that i am a strong girl anymore..
the strong girl went off i guess..
sort of lost for a while after looking at that msg..
dont know what to say about it.
but i felt the emptiness in the heart..
not loneliness, but emptiness..
hope this don't go on..
i will find something to fill that emptiness..

Tmr going back to HS..
reason being is for some alumni meeting..
haiz~ wonder why i agreed to it in the first place..
think is the event that they might be taking attracted me..
"prom night"...
i didn't went when it was my year..
think this is something interesting to plan out if there is a chance to..
going to ask Daniel if i am possible/ready to do planning for this type of event..
wish me luck then.. HEHE..
Night~~ Chaoz~